wishes.

i wish it were easier to not think of him all the time.
i wish it were easier to sleep and not dream of him.
i wish it were easier to wake up and not wish he were next to me.
i wish it were easier to know that in three months, he'll be back.
i wish it were easier to get through every day without him.
i wish it were easier to not wish he were with me through everything i do.
i wish it were easier to not miss him in this all-consuming way.